Make Them Forever

You know you got to do it

And you know there is nothing wrong

Be the canvas for creativity

Be your own freedom wall

No one can stop you

You dont let them come in your way

They dont understand and maybe never will

The beauty and essence of what you crave

You are a new skin now

And you got something to say

That is more important

Rather than becoming your own prey

Murdered The Murdered Self (The While That I Hopefully Said It All)

While I had the guts to look

While they were still raw visible from roots

While I knew that there were still more

While I had forgotten about lore

While reason had turned it's back on me

While I could speak the words "I am sorry"

While I was running out of anyone to blame

While I admit that it was me who brought myself shame

While my guard had gone so weak and my pride was sore

While I could tell that my stories were such a bore

While I could no longer tolerate the pain of the consequences I deserve

While I knew the fact that I must not be heard

While I could still recognize my mistakes

While I could take the truth that I believe was fake

While I allowed myself to regret how I have been

While I could remind myself that I didnt have a dream

While I knew that I was powerless to stop

While I could no longer hold my demons up

While I could drain everything until there was nothing left

While I could define myself when I was someone else

Time And Beyond

It is true that only time can tell

And we have proven ourselves in time

Time has witnessed how we've made it this far

And only the end of time can tear us apart

We never felt that we've served time

But time served us the moments we've shared

Moments that made us even stronger

Making time like it was never there

Time has been more of a friend than a foe

A conspiracy of forces we'll never know

We have patiently waited for this to arrive

And now, we are going to be together for life

Tonight Tonight

Tartar Sauce

I'm just on the other side

And I can see all of you from here

I have drawn myself so far

Far from where I'm supposed to be near

I get relief just by wandering this place

Such a grace to walk in a bare face

No masks and fake smiles to keep

Just myself in my wasted sheets

Loud laugh and a constant snarl

Every time I am reminded of you all

This is my place and I am here to stay

Pulling me out of here is way too late

Soiled lifestyle and rotten dreams

Cobwebs occupying the lonely beams

Filth and craziness were tagged along

Foul smell of anything good went wrong.

Mayonaise